Know, I Fought the Demons Again Last Night

I will never be out of the fight

Chris Patton
1 min readMar 8, 2022
Photo Credit: Alexandru Acea — Unsplash

Riding into my nightmares
Cloaked in armor
Thirsty for my blood

The battle begins
I will not give
Dancing with death again

Always outnumbered
Always outgunned
I will hold my own

I will not let them win
My mission,
I will make them pay a toll every time they come

My relentless onslaught
I’m too much for them
They buckle and fall

If they ever they want to go again
We can go toe to toe and pound for pound
I’m not afraid anymore
I’ll step up and lay all those fuckers down

Know I fought the demons again last night
And if I should ever fall,
Know, I fought hard last night

Chris Patton is a writer focusing on helping readers feel the experience of PTSD flashbacks and other symptoms, rather than just reading about them. He also crafts the occasional poem about love and longing

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Chris Patton
Chris Patton

Written by Chris Patton

I write authentically about my journey with PTSD so that others may benefit from my experience. I also write about love and longing.

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I’m not afraid anymore
I’ll step up and lay all those fuckers down

I can feel the power bellowing from this poem. Such a strong piece Chris!

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I really fucking hate the nightmares.